i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls
Never don’t reblog this. There are so many people who have such bad anxiety about phone calls. This can save so many lives
“Yeah, I don’t by that for a second, Mr. Blllllaaaannk.” She said, drawing out the word ‘Blank’ suspiciously. “If you really were a teacher, then you’d know I was telling the truth, especially if you were around at the time of The Fall Formall. So you can take your concern and politely shove it.” She said, slamming down another shot. “Fuck that school and those lying asshole with it.” She snarled she said, snatching the card from him, giving it a quick once over before tossing it on the table.
“Ok, yeah. I’m getting serious ‘Deadpool’ vibes here, so allow me to quote it. “Right now, you sound like an infomercial, but not a good one like Slapchop, more Shake Weighty.” She said, giving the card a quick glance as she noticed the man spill something one the card. As she saw the words appear, a quite rage filled her as she said “What the hell does that mean?”
“At the Formal, all I saw was someone getting suckered” Blank replied smoothly. “What kind of power would allow you to fall in with the wrong crowd that has you putting your face at the bottom of a bottle? You might call it power what happened on the Fall Formal, but I simply can’t see it that way.” Blank’s callous dismissal was followed up by a slight chuckle as she saw the words.
“I believe in the world being shaped by the way you choose to see it. The truth is subjective after all, missy. Your power stopped existing the moment you stopped using it. Your friends became your enemies once they were done using you. For that terrible crime, they made you into this…” Blank tapped the card with a knowing smirk.
“My trade is real power, missy. Empowerment of yourself, and finding the truth that you enjoy. Why not start by showing the world your truest self?” Blank leaned backwards, arms crossed in anticipation. “Bravery, honor…you still have those things, right? That ought to be enough to find out whoever did this to you. That’d be a good start”
Sunset contemplated Blank’s words, looking down at her thumbs l, twiddling them in though. “All I ever wanted was power. And when I had it… it felt so good. The rage… the anger… I liked it. And I hate that to do.” She said with a sigh. “And I can still hear… her voice. The evil me. She’s right there in the, lingering in the blackest part of my brain…"
“I’m always afraid that if I give her control, that I won’t ever want to back to being… me. I can tap into her magic if I need to, but if i use it for too long…” She said, summoning a small black flame in her palm, her sclera turning a deep shade of black. “I start to feel her fighting me for control. And of she gets loose…” She trailed off, snuffing out the flame, her eyes returning to normal.
“As for my so called friends… Well, I guess the never really were my friends. But I’m done with them. I got by own my own long before I ever met them.” She said, grabbing the bottle and slugging the rest of the whiskey down.
She popped the bottle off her lips, giving out a slight gasp for breath as she did so. “I do have those things. If there’s one thing that stupid rainbow Kamehameha gave me it was a sense of humanity, instead of just selfishness. But now… my humanity is only getting me so far. And I want whoever is behind Anon-a-Miss to feel the same pain I felt like when those five skanks left me crying in that hallway!” She said, slamming a fist down on the table, her eyes growing black once more as she snarled in rage.
“That’s the spirit” Blank nodded, offering a few quick glances to the flame and black eyes. “I think your mistake is thinking those things are mutually exclusive. You’ve equated humanity with being restrained, but that seems like a contradiction to me, missy. Isn’t bravery about lack of restraint? And honor about bringing forth a restraint that is only under your own law? If anything, your humanity compels you to seek justice” Blank said, threading his fingers together as he continued with his proposition. “I do hope my words have given you a little perspective, but if you really think it all to be such a terrible sin, then who am I to stop your thorny path of martyrdom?” Blank rose to his feet, dusting himself off.
“I suppose that it doesn’t interest you at all to know that I got my hands on their address” Blank shrugged, holding out yet another card and waving it in front of Sunset’s face like a bone in front of a dog. A smile split his face and he said “That’d be a sin, right?”
“Four weeks ago it would have interested me. In fact, I’d probably be trying to beat you into the ground for it. But now… fuck ‘em.” Sunset said, taking the card from Blanks hand, giving it a once over before stuffing it in her jacket pocket. “The way I see it, whatever God is up there can bite me."
She snatched the bottle from the table and slugged down a good quarter of it before getting up, a light stumble in her steps. "As for the whole "lack of restraint” thing? That’s just it. My restraint is keeping my dark side in check. If she gets out, I won’t be able to stop her. Like… Jekyll and Hyde but with more dark magic.“
“Ah. Comes with the nature, dear~” Lillian gave a toothy grin, unafraid to show off her fangs to this stranger. Sure, she could be talking to a human, but.. they didn’t necessarily look completely human.
“And you’ve an impressive head of hair. You ought to have it styled~”
“Oh… thank you! I think you’re one of the only people who’ve complimented it. I usually get a lot of snark or insult, so it’s nice to see some people like it.”
Nnnnnope, but I was able to snag a keg when I hopped behind the bar for cover.
“A keg is nice and all, but I prefer the hard stuff. If I’m gonna steal alcohol, I want what I take to knock me on my ass for the trouble I went through to get it, ya know?”
1. We would miss you.
2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again…
19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don’t even know you and I love you.
57. I don’t even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is.
65. You’ve changed somebody’s life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life.
70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you’re proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. Sherlock season three.
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
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