Don’t tone down your female muses!!!
Will you get hate for it? Unfortunately, yes. Will people get angry with you because your muse isn’t lovey-dovey or doesn’t make one exception for their muse? Unfortunately yes to that too. But, she’s yours, and despite being bad in like the worst possible ways, it’s who she is.
I get it, though. It’s tough. You’ll go days, weeks even without much or any interactions. You’ll be often overlooked. Your character will be downplayed by others, put into situations that are entirely ooc, but in the end it isn’t about others– It’s about you and your muse. Dropkick those that don’t understand out of your rp life, and welcome those that do understand. It’s going to take time, but I promise you, in the end– it’s all worth it.
Have her piss on that painting to mark her territory or w/ e the fuck!!! Have her punch the dude she fucked straight on the nose!!! Have her do drugs and scream and be thoroughly angry due to her pain!!! Have her be flirtatious and fuck around to try fill that emptiness!!! Idk, do whatever the fuck she wants to do!!! Let her be herself.
((Thank you so much, OP. ♡))